INNOCENT THOUGHTS OF A GUILTY MAN

I think I found One, I think I found the One, But when you solve that problem there's plenty more that come. Cause what about them other girls, what about the other one's? The one's that be asking questions but the answer never comes? Like "what are we? Do we go together? Are we more than friends" How do you tell them that what you had has to come to end? You been sexing but they been trying to make love to your soul, But it's too deep for them to reach and that water way too cold. But this other girl she able to swim  muchdeeper then them, She got past all your guards and she jumped over that fence, And she's been knocking down the walls you built due to other broads And with her love and laugh she managed to get rid of them all, She took away the pain, she blew away the rain, Brought sunshine back into your life, and chased the clouds away. But these "situationships" that I've allowed my self to build, With these other gir...

One week since I even got a text from her, Two weeks since I even got a call. Can't remember the last time I've seen her, But I believe it was back in the fall. Look how I fall, said I wouldn't fall, Nope I'm not gonna fall on this next trip. But when you're eyes lock on to mine, It's like I can feel my safety net slip. What is it about you I just can't shake? What is it about you these other girls can't fake? What is it about you, God what did you make? What is it about you that makes my heart ache? My heroine is like heroin, She's a drug that I can't kick. And every time I try to get off her love, My body breaks down and gets sick. But isn't it love? Didn't we love? I love you my love, From the very first moment I saw you, I said she's gonna be the one. And it's hard to believe I was wrong, And it's harder for me to move on, Cause when you're still in love with Robin, T...

            Remember when love used to be easy? Like kiddy love. Kiddy love was the best. You'd see a pretty girl on the playground and she had on blue shirt and blue was your favorite color so you liked her. And you would go speak to her and by the end of recess that was your girlfriend. You guys go together now. And your buddies would ask you, "why do you like Tiffany"? And you'd respond, "her hair looks good in a ponytail". And they'd all agree with you and that was love. Now it's like you say you like a girl and there are sooo many boxes to check off. Does she have a job, what are her goals, did she go to college, what is her stance on gun control, is she a democrat or a republican? And I'm still over here in kiddy mode like, "I don't know, but she looks great in a sundress".       My issue is that I always pick the most difficult situations to try in fall in love. Whether the person is emotionally unavailable or the ph...