INNOCENT THOUGHTS OF A GUILTY MAN

More than 15 years have past and we both went on living our lives, Yet she's still one of my favorite past times, and she remains on the list top five. She's the type of girl you meet when you're too young, and there's still a lot of living to do And there's still so much to learn & you're too dumb. so you move on not realizing what you'd lose. I would try to be faithful, but I could never say no to her, So every time I would return home, I'd go running straight back to her. I would tell her you got me, baby you got me, baby you caught me, She would shake her head and disagree, cause when you leave you will have forgot me. And she was right of course, cause as soon as I'd leave I head right off course. And find myself with my new girl, the one my family loved the most. The one you go to meet Mom with, the one you go to the Prom with, The first girl you ever tell you love, the first girl you ever make love with. That kind of love sti...

She's the first one on my mind when I wake up, I wake right up, to say what's up She says what's up, I say not much, Just got up, she says that's what's up I'm about to hop in this shower and get ready for work She say she wish she could hop in there with me and give me that work She makes me laugh, but it makes me sad,  Cause I know that ain't gon' work Cause I can never be where she at, And that loneliness it hurts She say I can't with you I say I can't with you either But I wake up everyday  With the thought that I can't leave her Cause I need her, what would I do without her She's always on mind, she takes up every hour Daydreaming about her, as I let the water hit my skin I can hear the bathroom door open, you trying to sneak in So I stay still, and she wraps her arms around me We stand in silence and let the water surround me Willingly drowning, this is as peaceful as it gets These are the...

One of the sweetest things to hear and the hardest things to say Is saying that I miss you, because it means you've went away Saying that I miss you meaning I wish that you could stay Knowing that I miss you, means I've missed another day. I miss you, that there is an issue,  Right there is some tissue, each tear is a missile, she killing me Tell me are you feeling me, with out even feeling me Can you get the real of me, can you see the realer me Can it be reality, or is this fatality, Body blows with every emoji that winks and smiles at me Trying not to kill the messenger, she killing me on messenger Waking up to the sound of the ring all on my messenger I'll return the favor my queen, like I owe a debt to ya' Coldest winters in New York, I know every brother sweatin' her Regularly I'm Skyping her, my older brother hyping her, My momma even liking her, boys saying there's a wife in her And I miss you, hate saying I miss you, That there ...

One of my new found loves' is being able to travel to places I've never been. The problem with that is that you fall in love with the places you go to, each in their own individual way. Beyond that, is the chance you fall for the people you meet as well. With the help of social media, it's far too easy to meet people all around the world, thus the dilemma. In this modern day and age, one can only observe life and come to a simple conclusion.......Love Travels. LAX: Hot summers, and cool winters The patio is fine with mine we out for dinner The city of angels, with all the sinners All the chicks is models they frames a little slimmer, Please bring your frames the sun is steady shining Please bring your gun my city forever grinding We riding, going to see my favorite girl Venice She's a little bit hipster, and a little bit of  a menace But I love her though, and you should see her smile when the sun sets She pass me a beer and say "are yo...

Sitting in the bar one night having a conversation with a pretty girl, Heard a question that was all too familiar, she asked, So how come you’re still single, as she looked me dead in my eyes, Like she was suspecting lies, but to her very surprise, I was drunk enough to tell the truth... Are you player, her follow up question? Rightfully asked as my charm would make that suggestion, But honestly I say, I'm not unlike any other story you've heard before Much like any man that's been hurt before I've developed a system that will help me avoid the pain Never fall for a woman I could actually obtain So I keep the good ones far at a distance, I'm talking this is LA and that is New York That way things have a reason for falling apart Gives me an excuse for never sharing my heart So most of the girls I spend time with in Cali, Are about as deep as the rain fall. That is to say they are shallow. She smiled, laughed a bit, she knew it ...