INNOCENT THOUGHTS OF A GUILTY MAN

We both too old to be playing games, Like being in the club giving fake names, With the fake lames, and the boogie dames. Can we stop playing? I mean I'm just saying. Are you feeling me, cause I'm feeling you? And I already know your feelings true. But you playing games, you acting up Stop playing like you don't give a f*ck. Like I'm not the one to pick your spirits up, Even the furthest away I'm the nearest one. Tell me if I'm the dearest one, That you think about, when nobodies up. I'll pick your body up, and put your body down, This is serious girl, don't play around. This is Boyz to Men, this is Jodeci, This is Dru Hill, this is H - Town So don't let the water run dry, Under these April showers, Come and talk to me, We could talk for hours. About real love, Let's talk about real love, I mean it could be real love, If you ready to deal love. Cause you know how I feel love, But you know I can't steal love. You g...

She ain't good for me and I know it, No I know that she ain't really no good, But everything she does she does it perfect, Baby you remind me of soul food. So good to me, but so bad for me, Pretty little devil in a red dress, Up and down, she making me dizzy, But I can use her body for a head rest, She's got curves, she's got curves, Better slow down before you crash, Oh my word, oh my word, Never seen it done like that. Hold up baby, what you doing? No don't stop, keep on moving, Keep on going, keep on grooving, Treble on point, bass is booming Love making music, playing on the stereo, We gonna get in to these slow jams, Jodeci singing in our ears too, Hoping I can make it to the song ends, And we've been drinking wine all night, Netflix and chill, on the couch watching Love Jones, And just like a thief in the night, Blues in your left thigh, your right got the funk. Damn we both drunk, so let me drink you in,...

Sitting in the hotel bar drinking Jameson, Wondering to myself, damn, what's her name again? Similar situation, the one that I am always in. And we talk about the separate worlds that we're both living in, She says "she's never gonna settle down, no not again, The situations changed these men are no longer gentlemen, They not opening doors, and no longer pull out your seat. They not taking care of the home, But yet they expect to eat". I say "your experiences seem to be so individual, You can't blame the world because of one individual". "But if that one person is your world and they blow it up, Everybody gets hit in the crossfires cause love is physical". That information she provided was truly pivotal, I understood her so much better those words were critical. I told her "I been hurt before, better yet I've been crushed, When love hits you that hard who do you fucking trust? Or do you shut down the emotion and...