INNOCENT THOUGHTS OF A GUILTY MAN

He been chasing his dreams so long that it's hard to believe, That the prophesies over his life he would ever achieve. Cause he's been at it so long he can't think of a reason, Why it hasn't happen yet after so many seasons? Yet he keeps on grinding, don't stop believing. Working on his next script til' the depths of the evening. Just to wake up in a room where he can hardly move, This is a lifestyle that very few would halfheartedly choose. But he has a vision in his mind, a promise in his heart. He knew it would be a battle from the very early start. Sitting at his desk eating oatmeal again, When he get on swear to never eat oatmeal again. But that's a sacrifice necessary to survive the struggle That's a device used to entice him to thrive in his hustle. He knows talent alone won't ever be enough, So he's added discipline and persistence to make him tough. Living in a city that can break you down, He holds on to the image o...

Sitting all alone on the phone conversation with Momma, Told her how I feel about chasing my dreams, You see the closer that you get to touching the sun, The other stars to reach are further than they seem, What do you mean my son? The concerned look on her face I said I'm only getting older take a look at my space. I realized all this on my last trip home, You see I've only had a place I never had me a home, And everybody moving on, my brother got his own, Kids calling him daddy, boys getting grown. Proud to watch him live and be a family man, As I young boy I dreamed about making family plans, Vacation to Disney World and hold my families hand, Morning bus chronicles and overpriced mini-vans. But there ain't no love in the heart of city, Hollywood is full of glamour but the road ain't pretty, But no pity, after all, I'm in love with the grind. Alone in my apartment with my heart and my mind, I made goals for myself, and I ...